Hello honey,
You know what you’re working on. That’s not for me to know or to measure. It’s just for you.
What came to me on my walk, is my feelings of peace and my expectations of what I want. Sometimes measuring what I want and if I have it or not, is in direct opposition to feeling peaceful.
Said another way - When I have an idea of how something should be or could be, it creates an expectation and when things don’t happen as I think they should it can kick me out of my sense of peace with what is.
So I’m working on staying open. Not so rigid. More allowing. Of people and how they show up, not taking things personally and remembering that I can handle whatever shows up.
My inner world is so peaceful when I’m alone. No one triggers me or takes me out of my happy place. This is good. I hope you have a place like this you can return to when the world takes you out of it. There can be many challenges to overcome. People, places, deadlines, stress. Wanting something that hasn’t come yet.
I’ve written before that it’s good to have expectations. But I’m reminded that those are just for me. Expectations of myself. When I expect someone or something else to be a certain way and they aren’t, it can bother me.
So I’m releasing all others to be, do and have what it is they expect for themselves. It’s not about me at all. It can feel like it’s personal at times, but it’s not.
I commit to staying detached from outcomes, staying open to what shows up and knowing that it’s on me to be peaceful, without needing anything from the outside world to fulfill me.
Wherever you are, I wish the same for you.
All my love,
K 💛
